There is this voice sneaking in, gently whispering "what has not happen is not worth lingering on for, try to do what you want(ed) now, things may not and probably will never end up the way you wished but you try , you attempt and that attempt what gets smile on your face. This smile is reason to try further, fail more and when that accomplishment knocks on the door its all worth it, though it may not be the same face you dreamt of but it could well be sweeter. Forget destiny enjoy the ride, destiny is what you will end up at, just do that one ore thing today, destiny will remain and it will never how you imagined or planned it out to b. The key is to enjoy the ride even though it you may end up in the tree, enjoy the high of that adrenaline before the pain because it will be painful, but only youir life before that impact determines your recovery.
Forget, discard, disown de-recognize regrets. What didn't happen , didn't so what do it now , if not try something else instead. But its probably just a whisper against the howling of regrets almost deafening but I'm trying , i must concentrate, regret is just a noise i need to listen to the voice, voice of me. Convert regret to want!!!
" Grass is still green , skies are still blue,
Rain is still wet , winds will still hit the sail,
Gust on the blades, still ring in the laugh,
Passion in blood, Fury in love"
16/07/2011